I MISS HOME….THE DAY THE NANNY GOES CRAZY!

Wow, I don’t know were to start, I am blessed, yes I am. But being a mother and a student is not an easy job, yes I have got all the support that I need in my life.

The sad thing about being a student and a mom is that you get to take all judgments that people throw at you. You need to be strong and alert.

MY MOM IS SUCH A SWEET PERSON, but knows to be hurt by someone, who is nothing to you is so painful. Just because that person looks after your child, she must mistreat you and treat you like rubbish.

 The saying that says it is easy to forgive but difficult to forget is so true. Nanny are a second mother to our children but the nanny I got for my baby is so hurtles, yes she looks after my child, yes I respect her and I really appreciate what she doing for me. But on the other hand she is a weapon of destruction and the cause of pain in my family. A weapon that has the power to destroy a mother- daughter relationship.

No I don’t know how to hate, am a Christian but I know how to forget that someone has ever existed in my life, I can erase all bad memories caused by someone who is nothing to me. “Lesotho woman” yeah she has played a major role in the upbringing of my child but she is no good. Am not perfect, but I am that type of person who keeps quiet when someone does not speak sense. I argue with people who are at the same level as me. Am not saying am better, but there is more to life then competiting with a nanny.

My time will come; I will raise high because my God is watching. I will not argue nor get sad, My God will fight my battles for me. I will just keep quiet and watch. I know that God is watching, yes he is…….

I believe in the mighty name of Jesus that all this shall end after the month of October, I shall conquer, all the suffering and brutality shall end because I will succeed, and I am more than a conqueror because I will be the graduate of MGI next year and all these shall end.

I thank my family; my mom and my hubby to, Modimo a le rowise Molimo o sa feleng! I prayed that God should give me the knowledge to understand this woman, to welcome her back and to love her. Yes I did so but dear God I don’t know what she wants from me, because I already have a 2 year old child. Lord please give me strength to hold on. To look back with gratitude because if weren’t for my past, I would not be who I am today.